Monday, April 30, 2012

Thoughts of Regret?!

This past weekend I went to STAGECOACH, a three day country music festival, with my mom and an old family friend.  It was absolutely amazing. I drank each day and maybe got a little drunk almost each night!

The first night was amazing! My mom and I got there around 4 and set up and caught a taxi to the concert and met with Sam. She was suppose to go with a group of her friends but one by one they backed out.  So she stayed with us.  I didn't drink there but I texted my friend Brady and said hi to him. Unfortunately I didn't see him for the rest of the weekend.  But when we got back to the camp site we met a couple guys that asked if we would wanna play beer pong with them! Aaron and Will are the guys we met but they we're with Jackson. A very hot guy with gorgeous eyes.  We all started talking and drinking and it was very fun.  As the night went on I drank a little more and was having a blast.  Super flirting with Jackson but what else is new.  As people went to bed me and Jackson stayed up til 5:30 talking.  But I wanted to kiss him soo badly.  The first night was so amazingly memorable I thought the next night would have been the same. Not so much.

Saturday night was great. I loved the bands, we saw Miranda Lambert and Blake Shelton!!! We got back to the park and people were going swimming and I forgot my bathing suit so we stopped off at Wal Mart on the way there and I got a cute new one! I was suppose to go swimming with Sam but she was tired and I didn't go. But I saw the guys I met last night but they were hanging around by the pool so I talked with them and they didn't acknowledge me so I thought okay whatever all good. I felt kinda ridiculous but they came over near my tent and were hanging out so I asked if I could join. I did and we actually had fun. It was me and the guys, plus three other girls; Camilla, Brooke and Jenn. All very beautiful.  Jackson took a liking to Camilla.  But after they went to bed the guys and I hung out. I told Aaron I thought Jackson was really cute and he said to go for it. But I didn't want Jackson to just be drunk and wanna hook up. Ends up that's exactly what happened. I took a good couple of group shots for them and all was good hanging out. Jackson and I started walking around and we ended up kissing. Nothing serious but he kept wanting more and I wasn't ready. Turns out he was probably just wanting to hook up with someone for the weekend. And here like usual I ended up really liking him.  But he is done, the weekend is over, and all I can say is I cannot wait for next year.  No matter what happens.

I am definitely already preparing to make myself and body look 80% better than I do now.  I wanna lose and keep off the weight, have my hair grow a lot longer than it is now and find a way to maintain it to wear it down all the time, and clear up my acne hopefully I will meet my goal far before I go there so I can show off before I show off there. I just know I wanna hopefully go back to the place and look different.

Life is difficult right now but I had to talk about that and I feel like a blog was well over due!


<3LLL!

Krys!

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